was supposed to have an exam at 1pm, but at 1pm, i was still in my dad's car stuck in a MASSIVE traffic jam.
it has never happened before, i have always been early for previous exams, reaching the venue with time for me to cultivate inner peace and stone. so when the clock struck 1 and we still cant see the end of the jam, i practically gave up. you know that sense of hopelessness, where youre stuck in a stupid neverending jam when youre rushing to some place but youre in the car and theres nothing you can do about it. and you wished you had some superpowers that can scoop all the cars infront away. RAH.
so when we FINALLY reached the end of the jam, we saw what caused the hold up.
one would expect an accident involving 2 or more vehicles and hence such a huge jam when its not even peak hour. BUT NO. IT WAS ONE TINY CAR. WHO BROKE DOWN ON THE RIGHT LANE. HOW THE HELL?! there were like 4 or 5 lanes on that highway?! but in anycase, SCREW YOU, TINY CAR.
and so, i reached the exam venue late, plus had no time to meditate. and my mind was in a mess and so was my first essay. and then i was greeted by a whole chunk of unknown bacteria names which just made me give up even more. and the whole while the If You Seek Amy song sings in my head while i rush through my work. and i just feel so screwed.
and this is a core module so i cant S/U it. so much for wanting to pull my CAP up.
RAAAH.
i will go to my happy place now. i will go read anatomy.
( 4:43 PM )
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
had an unsatisfying sleep last night, disturbed throughout by itchiness. dont know whats biting me, but i will name them microscopic fleas because my naked eyes says theres nothing on my bed. which is irritating cos theres no way i can get rid of them! you must be thinking im dirty and hence the fleas but noo, i just changed my bedsheet on saturday. damn you fleas.
and now i have mosquitobite-like lumps on my arm that reproduces like the amoeba; there were only 2 on saturday, now there are 8. oh, another 1 just reproduced. now there are 9.
this is so typical of study periods, I AM GOING CRAZEH. i read and read and then theres still so much left to read. pleh
and so i was reading my biology text book for the first time today, and the chapter on WORMS AND MOLLUSCS is really killing me. not only the content, but the pictures too. omfg. you know how ugly they are anot. i jumped at every page i flip because of their ugliness, had to resort to covering the pictures no joke.
i would like to introduce an ugly example. the Nudibranch. they belong to the Class of snails, but without shell, so basically slugs. they are fat and purple with bands of yellow and white on its body. and black antenna/ears whatever you call that. how freaky?!
the textbook referred to them as beautiful garden nudibranch, i dont see why.
( 5:25 PM )
Saturday, April 18, 2009
WAH THANKS AH, THANKS FOR RUINING MY INNER PEACE NOW I CANT CONCENTRATE ON STUDYING. YOU DA BEST MAN.
( 12:35 PM )
Thursday, April 16, 2009
had my last anatomy lab today. hurhur so sad. this is like the best module la, nothing else comes close. in fact i think this is what bio is about. gonna miss the dissection hall smell, even though the organ brain itself stink ttm (To The Max. what, this is teens lingo these days i wanna be hip). ya although sometimes i wonder if its just the module itself or due to certain other factor that made me so obsessed with it.
almost wanted to write an essay about how much i liked this module in the module evaluation survey. but no, i am sane.
on top of that, today ends my lessons in sem2. it had been a good semester.
have completely switched to the nua mode. no climbing till after exams. yeah i am a mugger and i am proud of it.
warplan target was vulnerable, but attempt to fire second round of missiles was stalled. what incompetent army.
i feel totally ambitionless compared to you
give me reason, but dont give me choice cos i'll just make the same mistake again
( 11:47 PM )
Monday, April 13, 2009
Cause when I open my eyes There's not a shot in this life
( 11:56 PM )
Thursday, April 09, 2009
i changed my mind about being pissed with my phone's space key
its such a wrong time to be hooked on some game now, but i am addicted to Grand Theft Auto! my character can just go around punching passerbys, robbing cars, running down lampposts and people and try to escape police chases. yeah i like destructive games. might be a thug in my previous life.
which reminds me that next week is my last anatomy lab. pfft.
today i went to the zoo zoo zoo, how bout you you you! for biodiversity lab.
heres the one and only photo taken a bat, hanging on a claw and wing, i think its shaking pump off the other claw and wing.
interesting, it hangs upside down but when it needs to shit it will turn the right side up, shit, then return to upsidedown. same thing happens when it gives birth, although some do give birth upsidedown, catching their babies when they fall. what if some bats have slower reaction and cldnt manage to catch their babies on time.
our last excursion for this module, how sad.
got a string of digits ive been wanting, but have no idea what to do with it now. buy 4D mayb.
your eyes, are the brightest of all the colours
( 11:08 PM )
Thursday, April 02, 2009
frigging sore throat!
yesterday was the most unexciting aprilfools so far. i've only managed to pull 1 joke, and the rest of the day was spent forgetting about aprilfools and being uninterested in coming up with tricks. must be a symptom of aging.
warplan first missiles were fired yesterday, target seems relatively unaffected. troops left dumbfounded and know not what to do next
and heres a youtube video of Beautiful by akon ft colby o'donis and kardinal offishall, that ends abruptly
i like colby o'donis' part, though at first i thought he sounded like a she
like the clouds you, drift me away, far away you're so beautiful, so damn beautiful
catchy
( 5:01 PM )
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i tried sniffing coke once but the ice cubes got sucked into my nose.
i am an angel, the horns are just there to keep the halo straight.